An Emotional and Tense Day with Mom

Greetings Everyone ❣️

_{How are you feeling today hope you all are doing well by the grace of God I'm also well today I wanna share my another day story with you guys throughout the Diary .}

Today I am back with you guys after a very long time because I am going through some very stressful days in my life and I am not able to think at all about how I will get out of this and everything will be fine.I am not able to give time to my work because my mind is not supporting me, that is why I have not taken my post or shared my day with you guys, but as I mentioned in the previous blog, we have to go to the hospital on Monday for a MRI and CT scan .We have chosen a hospital in which MRI and CT scan are done by my (Khalu) he is in charge there and we go there with him reference we always go there for check-ups and there we are given a lot of facilities which are given to the relatives of any staff provider we faced a lot of difficulty in going there because it was impossible for her to walk, that is, my mother had to take us to the car in a wheelchair and then after that we had to put her in it and go towards our location, that is, towards the hospital and it was quite far from our house, about one and a half hours away.We just put them in the car and we all sat with them and started our journey. As long as we sat in the car and reached there we continued our prayer that God, whenever we reach there, please make all our affairs in our favor.

When we reached there, my mamu and his son were present at the gate of the hospital, that is, we, my mother, my three sisters, my husband, my mamu and their son, and my mother who was doing the CT scan. We, so many people, reached there with our mother because everyone was very worried. Then, according to their doctor, we first went to the CT scan room and my khalu did their CT scan and it took about 15 to 20 minutes to collect the report and then we took the report and we went outside the doctor's cabin.

Actually, Dr was seeing a patient, so we had to wait, so as soon as we finished waiting for him, the wait was actually such that when we were standing outside the hospital gate, we could not understand what he was going to tell us after seeing the reports after went inside and at that time our soul was not supporting our body. We were all worried so much I don't know whether people are nervous like this or not, but it is my truth I don't have any condition at all and I was doing a lot of tense and panic.

Then after that it was our turn to go inside the cabin and I didn't have the heart to go inside the cabin because I didn't want to hear what the doctor was telling us and after taking the reports we all went inside i.e my elder sister my husband my cousin brother and my mother as soon as they went inside the doctor asked them how they were doing and said how are they now and why do you need to come again In response my sister told me that she is having speech syndrome i.e. she is having difficulty speaking so we are all very worried about this so what happened so the doctor asked her a lot of questions on this and after that he looked at her face and after a while he said that you are absolutely fine you haven't had a second attack but if your language is not working then it will be fine in some time so there is nothing to worry about. After that they gave some medicines and did a check up and they came out as if they told us this we were very happy to see you I couldn't tell you how happy I was that my prayers were answered at that moment I can't even describe to you how I felt at that moment I suddenly felt as if all the burden of my life had been lifted.

Then after that we had to go for therapy because the doctor had recommended therapy to us we took him to the doctor's therapy room and after going there the doctor made him do some more exercises which he is doing very well. But when the senior doctor asked, he said that his chances of survival are still 40 percent. Even a chance was a big deal for me, but he said 40 percent and he said that she will recover quickly if she has the courage Actually, my mother has a very small heart she gets nervous even at the slightest fever and this was a big deal for her. And when the doctor asked her if she has any stress, she immediately said yes. The doctor asked her if she is afraid that she will fall. She immediately answered that she was afraid that I will go fall this is the highly stress in my mind That is why the doctor made her do more therapy and said that you keep doing this. You will be well soon.

We did this for about half an hour and after that the doctor let us go. Our day was quite difficult because the way we started it, we did not think that the day would end with such happiness and we left home very happily that day and for that I thank God that when I prayed to Him and prayed, He made this great miracle in my life that she will get better. Yes,I know her left side is not working and she is not being spoken to properly but I believe in God that He will perform this miracle soon and I will share all these things with you people one day that she has got better. My life is going on very worried at the moment and I am also at my house not in my in-laws. It has been two weeks since I came here but I am not able to leave my mother even for a moment due to which neither I nor eat and not able to sleep. It has been almost three to four days in which I have been awake. I don't know why but I am feeling very tense and that tension has got on my head. Oh God, have mercy on us. Okay, I'm ending my blog here because it's getting too long. In the next blog, I will come up with some activities with you people.Take care everyone ❤️

Your Sincerely Author ✨

@iffatilyas❤️

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