Sunday Story Time: Failure When Fighting With Luck

shohana1 (78)in Italy • 8 days ago

^{Greetings Everyone, This is SHOHANA From #Bangladesh}

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This is the story of Siya. Her struggle started when she was on 12th. Her father became jobless, family of five members was financially broken. Her elder sister got a job and she contributed a lot for the family. Siya did part time jobs and worked as a tuition teacher of kids. She somehow earned her educational expenses.

Whenever she got anxious about future, she always believed that someday a magic will happen and her life will change like a fairy tale. But she was a dreamer, she thought someday a magic or miracle will happen and she will chase all her dreams. Desired educational course compromised because of financial crisis. No family support, no back up.

Magic never happened but in different stages of life Siya met people who came mostly as lesson as people take advantage of her being emotional fool. She was used by friends, family and someone she trusted. Luckily Siya never allowed to be use beyond the limit and that's why she still can love herself and she doesn't regret. Siya credit her God for her safety because there was chance when people could misuse of her being emotional but she was saved.

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When her all friends were getting married, she was struggling for living, when her all friends were having kids, she was fighting with the luck. She met someone she could trust like a blind because that person made her believe that he can fix every problems of her life but those promises proved empty when almost a decade of her life wasted.

Siya still fighting even knowing and accepting the failure in every stage of life. No, she never tried to commit suicide and she will never be! She believes her problems could be bigger but quitting never can be the solution. She is not unwanted, not unloved, she is just not ready to welcome it because she is scared to be used, mentally abused and choosing the wrong person once again.

Every time when she find herself failure in life, she accepted and keep moving forward because she learned to love herself, gradually falling in love with her loneliness because she accepted that she will never meet anyone solid, life never going to bring any magic or miracle and she can't fight with the luck that already decided by her Almighty!

She is a failure, broken and after few years can be unwanted too and she trying to prepare herself to fight alone, stay happy alone and fixing her problems alone. Yes, Siya is a fighter, her fighting for good luck and fighting against bad luck can be never ending!