Awareness Connection: Abundance Year Episode 1959 (audio: noxsoma.substack.com)

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Thursday 07, May 2026
Abundance Year Episode 1959
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Awareness Connection

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Awareness Connection (Warning. Don’t Read This.)

Have you heard of the “Awakenati?” As far as we know it has not yet coalesced into a “thing,” yet. At the moment it seems to be a cluster of free-floating, non-thinking electrons that declare themselves “spiritually awakened” and quote “ascended masters” and charlatans like Osho, Ram Dass, and other psychologist-cum-gurus, on their social media feeds, but at the same time, in moments of desperate honesty, admit to being lonely, unsure, and anxious. Surely these daily affirmations, from Malkezadek’s Encyclopedia Mentalica, aren’t doing the trick. It’s like posting exercise gifs everyday, not doing the exercises, and wondering why you’re still fat, weak, and your Zumba clothes won’t stretch any further.
You blame yourself. But your friends tell you not to blame yourself.
This is the only thing you’ve been right about.
Blame your self. Because it’s your fault.
It’s a difficult pill to swallow. What color should we make this, “blame-yourself-and-take responsibility” pill? I think all the colors are taken. I even saw that someone coined and defined the “clear pill.” Maybe it’s time to stop taking these metaphorical pills, and start taking real responsibility.
By the way, it’s funny how in a supposed anti-big-pharma era, the Awakenati keep coming up with new pills for you to take. Just like Big Pharma.

Here’s the essence of your problems. You can’t tell the menu from the meal.
You walk into a restaurant and the server hands you a menu. You point to a picture of food and order it by number, because you are in one of those fancy restaurants where the entrees are in a different language. The waiter brings your plate. On the plate is an enlarged photo of the food you ordered. You leave hungry. You leave a picture of cash on the table to cover the tip.

I’m not saying this is “You,” doing this. But a lot of people are. How do I know? Because I see the signs everyday.
As mentioned in one of our fragments, the “Wellness Industrial Complex” generates trillions of dollars. Mental wellness alone is estimated at near 3-freakin’-billion dollars annually. So why are so many humans suffering? Because just like any other American “industry” where there are no actual widgets, just imaginary widgets, named after Grecko-Roman gods and Christian demons, that you never had, and will never get rid of, it has to maintain itself. It survives by feeding off of your ailments, your needs, especially fears and your hopes, that, “Someday, thanks to the patience of my diligent and gifted, loving guru, trainer, psychic friend, spiritual advisor, psychotherapist, cosmic healer, and my insurance provider, I’m going to get better.”
No. You’re not. Because you’re not meant to. And now that euthanasia is legal in Canada, (Medical Assistance In Dying, aka MAID), when your insurance runs out, your loving guru will guide you right to the Soylent Green factory, from which, they will receive a commission. Case closed. No more problems, for you. But that gap you’ve left in someone else’s life, the trauma of your unresolved, or un-dealt-with trauma, has caused them trauma. And so it goes.

Here’s the Awareness Connection. We are going to lay this down in a way that I understand American Generations’ mental perspective to be. Disclaimer: Your humble cynic cannot depict generations previous to my living memory, however, there were some World War 2 vets still kicking as I grew into adulthood. So we’ll start there.
GI (will never call it the “Great, let along the “Greatest Generation”) Generation. Hard nosed, works with hands Americana type Americans. Follow orders, get the job done. Takes 120% stress to crack them, but they don’t break. They would go kicking and screaming into the psyche ward, insisting they were fine.
Silent Generation: Do what they’re told. Follow authority. Feel protected by authority. Would secretly go to the psychiatrist, just for some Milltown tranquilizer scripts, and deal with American life in a suburban haze.
Boomers, entitled from birth, spoiled as teens. Young Upwardly Mobile Professionals. Therapists, gurus, spiritual advisors as status symbols. We deserve it. First in my family to earn a University degree. Someone, first Ronald Reagan and then Bill Clinton, is going to save our generation from the Soviets. Condos and junk bonds. I’m okay, You’re okay. American exceptionalism.
Generation X: The world sucks, but that’s ok, we suck too. Suck times suck equals zero. Perfect balance. Psychology sucks, religion sucks, War sucks, Government sucks. MTV is cool, and weed should be legal, but who cares? We self medicate. Who can afford medical care? We’re fucked anyway, might as well enjoy the ride.

Millennials: We are going to save the world because we are good. Most loved generation in American history. Over loved really. Over protected, over medicated, over supervised, (helicopter parents) and under-disciplined. Raised with too many participation trophies, too many super hero movies, too many lies, (for their protection), too much income and too few consequences. Tech-savvy, but not too keen on humanity outside of their cliques.

Zoomers, Gen-Z, whatever – manufactured discontent. Over misinformed, manipulated into radicalization, medicated from birth, psy-op’d into radicalization, impoverished into a protest-riot economy, anti-social, limited language, (except computer code) skills. Emasculated, defeminized, gender-melded, parental protection stolen and exchanged for freedom of gender, while financial & sovereignty are erased. Don’t use cash. Can’t count money. Very little if any eye contact. Somewhere on the spectrum.

The Covid-Generation – who the heck knows? I am very far removed from this cohort. Hopefully, they can remain blissfully ignorant for as long as possible. They have also been medicated since birth, however a significant portion of this generation may be unvaxxed. In 2030 they start entering their twenties. Let’s see how they behave then.

Self determination. Self reliance. Responsibility, and pages worth of other qualities have been removed from humans generation by generation. By design.

Anne Frank died believing, or so she wrote, (don’t start), that people were basically good. If she’d lived just 20 more years, she wouldn’t have believed that. One of the reasons that humans seek therapy, in our humble opinion, is that like Anne Frank, they believe that people are good. So when these good people do various un-good shit, the victims of this un-goodness can’t fathom why. There must be something wrong somewhere. They look at the perpetrators of malevolence, they look at the victims. “There must be a reason that so many good people, massacre so many good people.
They bang their heads against the wall. They make themselves sick and anxious. They hire a guru, who perpetuates the myths. And you, You become more confused. You are at the end of your rope. Ready to call the MAID (Medical Assistance in Dying) service. You’ve got the hotline entered into your phone. It’s a Friday. Your friend with benefits canceled the usual Friday night freak-off. You wander into the subway. Maybe some psycho will push you onto the tracks. You banish the thought from your mind. Just to be safe, you want to get as far from the tracks as possible. There’s a dude on the bench. You judge him as just another one of the city’s homeless population. There’s a smell, but it’s not that piss/body odor smell that dominates the subway atmosphere at sundown. It’s a combination of ganja and incense. The incense reminds you of church when you were a kid. Your body shudders, Last time you smelled frankincense was at your great aunt’s funeral. She was almost a hundred.

Your middle-class manners compel you to ask dude if he minds if you sit down. He acquiesces. A perfunctory shuffle, unnecessary as there’s plenty of room.

You lose track of time but realize that you’ve been mumbling to yourself. Cataloging all the bullshit that has happened “to you” in your life.
“If people are good?” you ask out loud, “then why…” You sniff back some snot trying to escape your nostrils. You catch a contact of frankincense and weed.

Dude, with body language that says, “I couldn’t help overhearing”, and “I can’t take this self-loathing bullshit anymore,” says… “Look, I know you’re type. You’ve been taught to play the game by their rules.” He lists every stereotypical, quid-pro-quo cliché in the book. Your book. You life.
“Your fundamental fallacy,” he begins, with a vocabulary that makes your bigoted heart skip a beat, “is everything you’ve been taught is bullshit. At the top of the list is that ‘people-are-good’ shit. Humans are beasts. It’s spelled out in the bible. They behave like beasts because they are beasts. Don’t expect beasts to behave any better than beasts. When you allow them to dominate, they will dominate. If they know that there are consequences for misbehavior, they will behave. The more dire the consequences, they better the behavior.
“There’s not much more to it than that. And you, once you recognize the beast in you, will also act accordingly.”
This, my friends, is freedom.

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