When i was still a kid at around 9yrs i was exposed to two kinds of sex

And that is the problem. Not the "kinds" of sex, but the fact a young child was exposed to it without having it properly explained at the right age.

I later on practiced masturbation for quite a number of years. I felt guilty of it along the way because i had gotten so addicted to it and i greatly feared sharing about it with any one.

Masturbation is a healthy bodily function and nothing to be ashamed of. Ever. Everyone masturbates, but the religious also feel guilty when they do.

There is only one entity and reality i uphold in my life and that is Jesus Christ who is the main reason for the transformation and change of perception of life matters.

There is only one entity I can trust to change my perception - me. And Christianity isn't even the most popular religion so let's not. Jesus was just a Jewish boy who got publicity.