Your diary was very emotional and full of truth. My heart sank after reading it. Such occasions remind us that life is indeed very short and uncertain. So we should cherish our loved ones and spend every possible time with them with love and respect. Your standing with your friend in his difficult time is commendable. Because this is the hallmark of true friendship and humanity. My heart was filled with the sorrow of the deceased's wife and four children. May Allah Almighty forgive the deceased completely, make his grave one of the gardens of Paradise, and grant his family patience. Ameen. This emotional diary of yours is an important lesson for all of us that every moment of life should be spent with goodness, love and gratitude.