I wish I could help you further your studies. Sincerely I wish I could. That shouldn't be something anyone should be worried about or burdened with.

But regardless, I pray this dream of yours comes true. For someone who's been privileged to experience schooling, I'd say it's a great privilege and something I wish every young person could experience.

When a person is almost about to achieve their goals, their brain releases feel-good hormones — primarily dopamine. When that goal is delayed, the pumped up neurotransmitters begins to crash, leaving a gap that results in frustration, anxiety, and reduced trust in self.

Nobody should ever experience this. Absolutely no one.