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Yes, I know it's cumbersome and stressful. I'm even evaluating the possibility to leave, but I still don't know when and how to...

You don't have to decide right away. You can take a break for as long as you want 🙂

Well, to live the country to expat again is not an easy decision, especially considering I'm not any more in my 20s (nor 30s😂). Nor I have parents to help me since a very long time, in the case of a mistake. I must plan very, very well, where, how and when. Praying God for the right decision is to be done...

I'll be praying for you too :-) Please take care.