I am back with scars and trying my best to get back up

Its quite hard for me to decide either I wanted to restart back my hive or just keep it dead for good.

But at last I am decided to restart back with two reasons:
1.I wanted to let my story to let others to know do not ever to go through my path, it is very painful.
2.I wanted to earn hive again through my writing and payback everything that i owe

I hope with my painful and silly experience can let everyone know that the path that i taking its just very dumb, dont ever to try it.

So to start this, I wanted to introduce myself again since I am away from this community for way too long and I hope you can know me a bit before I started to tell my black history.

My name is Ady and my account is @bboyady. Why my name is bboyady? its because I love hip hop culture and i am also a breakdancer/bboy before. Although I have not dancing frequently anymore, but I still love hip hop culture untill now.

I am from Malaysia and a state called Sabah, this state is one of the best place for sunset, wildlife, leisure holiday and also best place for retirement with slow pace.

Currently I am working in building material industry as sales executive and selling product such as polycarbonate and upvc roofing.

How I started into hive? Back in 2015, I have joined a small bootcamp and that time @danieldoughty is sharing the way of earning crypto trough writing and it sparks my interest. But back at that time we starting with steemit and now change to Hive. After that known some whales such as @bitrocker2020 and get to know more about this platform and grow it bigger in our community.

But reality is hard, after that I am slowly fade out from this community due to personal reason and missed out hive convention in KUALA LUMPUR. Until now it still a big regret for me to missed it out due to my financial issue.

So now I decided to slowly reveal whats going on with my messy life and hope you all can learn and share to person you love and not to follow my path.

Since my hive power quite low now so my posting will be slow a bit and hopefully with all your support I can get back up soon and start a new better life.