Glad you enjoyed reading it! I'm the same way in that I definitely come alive more in small groups or setting in which I can really let my passion show. Though I still need recharge time even after encounters where I feel more at home. I'm working my way through the speaking thing as I am really enjoying starting to do my nutrition events. At least so far they've been small and really engaging groups, so it's a good way to work myself up to any bigger events. ;)