yes, we can only put one foot in front of the other... but I see the same as you do. We'll get through it though, and "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger!"...

Thank you @old-guy-photos for the kind words .. and if it wasn't for you all, I would've been gone a long time ago. But I see what FTG and the Stewards represent, you have given many hope where NONE would exist right now. So thank you too! :)