next time i get on steemit july 28

last one topped at 59395 but steemit says 65280
2026-07-17
06:06

...

blazon has members in Israel huh ?

watch out for groendalse antifa crackbabies dude ... (i dont think they know what fascism means though ... and i actually doubt they can spell anti but they can be very loud)

next thing you know one of these groups has members in russia ... last time i saw episode zero listed somewhere it was on a private russian server (you know, that country where they dont have internet anymore ?)

u huh

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20260720
0450
Introdus for the last time unless they get miraculously cured. The old man doesnt seem to fare too well mentally ...
The old lady doesnt seem to be bothered AT ALL by the "mild chemo" for that blood thing ... i guess its harder to kill poison heh

You think sarcastic ? mmmm ... first of all i wonder where the misconception comes from that sarcasm is "making fun of" , as any form of biped iMonkey humour would be ... a case of maslows hammer? its all you know so its all you see ?

Sarcasm is a coping mechanism, its not humour at all ... how is it possible not to see this ?

BUT ITS NOT, tis mental flat and native borderline autism forcing us to see reality but that doesnt prevent us living in a separate dimension, all at once, AND in the third person so we can introspect from the outside too.

all these youngsters turning 50 on the scene again, no wonder the kids 64 was broken before THE scene existed ... actually, it mostly ended for most when the floppies that came in on the swapping friday evening held almost nothing but demos , almost everyone lost intrest quickly, most went off the computers, a few went on , but like the kid most of those i knew had an ST , were into music too , i only knew one guy with an Amiga here (but i didnt go out much in this town ever)

The first time i saw a NES up close i was well past my 20 ... welcome to salems lot hah hah

THE a.i. is doing a great job auto-translating the chiptune in a demo to ... what looks like .... thai ?

as always the eliza-flavoured searchbot shows great understanding of context and environment in many different ways

went too far this time huh ?

they still havent had payback from the last 20 times. We didnt want to bother bevause the goal was out of here. And we REALLY believed we could do that.

But what if you point in the direction of your dreams, and EVERY time they shell the road ahead and sometimes the bridge you're on WHILE you are crossing it ? You start believing in curses but its much simpler :

this is salems lot

IN BELGIUM

in europe

the worst possible combination

If all you can do is drive-by tooting, make anonymous fake calls, harass a cat or let your dog piss against the mailbox DO YOU ACTUALLY WONDER WHY YOU COME OFF iMonkeys and troglodytes ?

if the shoe fits ...

otherwise none of this would bother you

this is definitely the best one i found

strange that gestalt Eliza built also translates it into thai, i think its thai

the glyphs dont look korean or chinese, certainly not kanji or hira

The newly spawned little spirits of the land seem to have done their sacred duty with great diligence ... that constant rat race in the hedges all night ... I CANT HEAR IT ANYMORE

in two weeks ... when i first spotted one i hadnt seen before. Only natural they would come here if the place is infested

Divine messengers whose sacred duty it has always been to clear the place of disease bearers (why do you think the Egyptians held them so high? households who were graced with the presence of one seemed to have their members live longer on average : hence it must be a divine blessing)

AS IF NO ONE THINKS LIKE THAT TODAY

it is the will of god huh ?

AINT THAT A FUCKING EASY EXCUSE, we dont have that luxury, no god i know care for prayer, they consider it begging and might GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT ... they do crave attention but all in the universe craves energy

but NONE OF THEM will give the luxury excuse that their omnipotence is the reason why your world is shyte

i heard cousin little bellfrey expel a corrupted spirit in helenas garden earlier tonight , he wears one so he must have a symbiont here somewhere.

Humans spawn corruption wherever they go, only natural corrupted spirits flock to that

only natural the little spirits of the land come looking to cleanse it

nature knows better

humans in their homo-centrism

preposterous

i know, but YOUR world is so bland, and your terminology

SO DRY

same thing though ...

13:48

4miljaar xtra for defense ... yea OFCOURSE we need that ... after all belgium is the last bastion against the nazis when the russians get here in 150 years

i like the way they said that though , very gud display of understanding plebs "4 billion EXTRA" they didnt mention the actual number ... what i DO remember is last year they needed 13 billion, of which SIX was for defense, and they loaned that, in the context of cutting costs, from europe, while they cannibalized the rest from the population meaning me (apparently the only one in at least a 500 meter radius) can kiss my "is fubar for life" status goodbye so the social porsches and professionele ziekekassers can complain they have to work longer because they were on disability too long .

The only upside here is one year later : having had €0 for 8 months, it doesnt feel like OMG THEYRE GONNA MAKE MY LIFE HARDER FOR THEIR FOLLIES AND SHENANIGANS AGAIN ... i mean, if i have to lose another 50% of that i can do the math , so i already wish to express my attitude here : no one really did anything for me. Dont complain or yank about losing half or anything from yours and IF YOU STILL DRIVING AROUND A CAR, DONT FUCKING COMPLAIN AT ALL, i might lose my mental flatline

and even if i get convicted for crippling disability ... its not like i have money so youll have to pay the hospital yourself

after you pay the lawyers anyway

theres usually not much left, no one told you that huh ?

GREAT !

continue, humans ... youre doing great, this is 20 years faster than we thought this thing would start rolling across the globe , someone must have helped out with a greed-push somewhere ... it almost looks like in the last 5 years more than one

do you think your species is capable is that much cannibalism ? a parasite that kills its host AND cannibalizes its own similar RNA ?

you wouldnt pretend to be a lifeform anymore right ? last time i heard someone talk about humans being "intelligent" + "lifeforms" i almost choked holding back the LMAO

so, we shall raise an empty glass to the fact that YOU might finally get into THIS position now

thats okay

you EARNED IT !

rejoice !

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20260721
0534

Yea, doctor Mengele is definitely back. I slept through everything almost an hour over the maximum i allow so as to have SOME hours in a day. The pain is extraordinary since two days , it was coming up before. The clumps behind my eyes feel like they replaced that med with another placebo and it all reeks of NU GAAT HET LUKKEN ... demented zombie style.

Crawling into my ears as usual. I dont bother going to the doctor anymore. Its useless except for my standard streak of medicine scrips. Takes two weeks to get antibiotics, by then its better , but not really over ... all that other stuff i can get over the counter anyway and that doesnt help. After 3 days i might as well take nothing.

So the more pain, the more clumps ofcourse i sleep more because i need to recover longer on top of my already non-existing condition. I dont know what but i assume something to do with nu gaat het lukken en buiten spelen ...

which will definitely make it more worse and i already lost almost an extra hour

Yea, the streetlights ... you know, begroting and having lamps burn in empty streets, even when its not dawned already ... if i have €0 and they take 20% its not going to affect me much. You should find someone else to sing your protest song. Its not my money theyre throwing into a pit and handing over for social bmw's and porsches so de ziekekas has a reason to employ ten people who claim to have no time and install an a.i. bot who does an even worse job.

I still think a good new real killer virus would fix a lot.

14:48

the days almost over again when i get onk ... i barely get one opcode between the lines in the last two weeks, its really gone backward BAD again

national defend the sociale porsche and ziekekas stemgerechtigd half for the army to buy one airplane of which 25% goes to general Isignedit budget holiday ... im weeping with joy.

At least they cant take more than 100% away from 0 ... i bet according to those protected nest soft sector hippies i should be glad that i still have a leg to eat with ...

i somehow feel slightly different than that

difficult me

ill have to check every piece i still own AGAIN this week i suppose because i have to leave it unattended for more than 30 minutes , it wasnt an obsession but it became one ... i didnt have fatigue before this place

i had 20 hours days ...

they refuse to admit its the place, not me

17:01

o dear , downstairs television, that SOUND THAT HORRIBLE SOUND ... they had to remove a layer of dust when they got back from france the final time ... i never turn that disinformation-thing on.

Defile national ... my mind, by the first principle of Catzlawik can not not interpret : last year 6 billion army funding (BECAUSE THE RUSSIANS!) ... /1000 /1000 ?? they can give 1 million belgians a minimum life pay with that for a year, this years budget is higher ...

airplanes, DRONES, reconnaissance vehicles ... i can see them, in the ardennes perhaps : O LOOK ITS A RABBIT !

1 million ... even in a social fraud country like this there ARENT even 1 million askers theyd turn a profit, some topminister could put the difference in its pocketses but what do they do ?

a few army toys

DEGOUTANT , messire, degoutant ... if the russians advance at the current rate last year it would take them 150 years to get to brussels, this year since they havent advanced, probably 175 ...

WHOEVER SOLD YOU THAT is your enemy

so here i am, 8 months with no income, disabled mentally and physically incapable ... they spend 1 million year minima on a few toys to parade with

WHAT IS THIS, SOVIET RUSSIA ?

that bitch reporting is calling on civilians to ARM THEMSELVES against the threats of today (no shit, kimosabe) but not with guns ofcourse, thats illegal unless you live in Anderlecht ...

we need to arm ourselves against disinformation

the second principle of catzlawick strikes : "so i should never watch "the" news !" GOOD TIP ... thats a good one, even if all the rest is propa-bull ... i bet "its a job" like those vietnamese american soldiers throwing napalm at kids

i think theyre trying to create a climate like the DSM has (formerly USA, now divided states of Moria) in the 50s-60s : LOOK ITS A COMMIE, "have you checked your parents today on anti-statelike behavior, IF SO, ITS YOUR DUTY TO REPORT THEM" posters in the classrooms ...

"you better hand me my allowance, mom or else" ...

so yea but whatever you feel or say : 6 billion = 1 million minima i dont think you can fight the number

I AM SO DISGUSTED

good thing my disgust was maxed out years ago

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20260723
0603
Cat escaped the garden into the troglodyte pits again. I was as good as standing next to it and didnt see and i dont quite know where he got over or through with his 8.25kg of PTSD damaged goods ... last time i spent an hour and a half looking , no sign.

One of these times its gonna end bad and i'll be left in het gatste gat i hate the most on earth, surrounded by humans, with nothing but vendettas and not even enough income to buy enough groceries to go taliban on yow-ass ...

I was right to hate this place since i was 15

i was right to be certain that i had to get out of belgium before 40

im quite sure we are right about the fall of society and the resource collapse by 2040-50 ...

its good to see balance in the universe but it doesnt help my life one bit ... humans should not approach me, you dont have my money and you cant pay me enough to change my life enough at this point

you are the enemy, i dont trust you

with good reason

guess ill wait

and see if today he still makes it back

quite strange again how he doesnt for all that time and now, its like someone's opening up holes ... with all these neanderthal inbreeds have done to me since they stuck me back here it would come as no surprise

"voor te lachen" maybe ? or "voor te emmen en weer-emmen" ... barbarian medieval salems lot style

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20260724
0703

8 months with no income

we(undefined)shouldnt let you do that(undefined), they(undefined) say (undefined), they (undefined) want that(undefined)

You know, 15 years or so later after the final time of trying to get out of belgium and since the day nothing mattered anymore because there was nothing left to want in reach (i can have snickers thanks, its just that its never been my ambition in life to have snickers)
4+ years of begging for work from home as i was deteriorating from the kryptonite in this place .. "NOT POSSIBLE, nobody does that, it isnt done"

there was COVID (do i need to explain the irony of gods there?)

then i got stuck on this grey status for six years , where even the worst office in the country agreed that i was fubar (but no one took responsibility for making me so)

i had doctors range from "tired? just go walk in the forest more !" to shrinks professional opinion : "youre a night person ! just get a job with the nightshift" to lawyers i ask for advice on crypto and how that works taxwise "WHY DONT YOU GET A JOB IN CONSTRUCTION?" ( ??? ) to more doctors ,to more doctors "fatigue ? i cant help you with that !" to more doctors "disability ? its not my job to put people on disability" to

i had a bad hairday for six years and ive been on disability depressed since, AND WE WORK WHILE THOSE -undefined- just freeload ! in one sentence to "I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON DISABILITY WHILE BALLING AT HOME THAT I HAVE TO WORK LONGER FOR MY PENSION AND RETIREMENT, CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?"

to

me being with no income for 8 months while i see social porsches on houses that get revised every three years to see if your income is low enough to be allowed to live in one to

THIS YEARS MILITARY BUDGET IS ABOUT THE SIZE OF "everyone in the country can have an absolute minimum income for a year" BECAUSE OF THE PRESENT DANGER

we are still evaluating what that is exactly, since it would take the russians 150 years at their pace 2 years ago, so probably 175 now it cant be them ... it COULD be the americans, the chinese obviously wont start a shooting war where their own silkroad runs ...

atm we're exploring the possibility that the martians and the jovians have conquered io and after claiming daimos and phobos will come for brussels because mars needs women and gods know all european diplomats know the ONE PLACE for sex parties is where ?

i have to conclude that

its getting really hard to pretend to be friendly and interested ...

if i see one more snake or rogue game appear on the c64 within the four week span i probabl ditch csdb ... shameless clauding by "the elite" ...

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20260725 11:47 had to do some website that had to be done by doing it (claudeless ofcourse, rich kids claude, smart kids code ... YOULL FIND OUT WHY WHEN THEY TURN OFF THE LIGHTS IN THE LIVING ROOM TO FEED THAT THING)
So we found out nuclear fusion isnt gonna work anyway after all , A.I. is gonna hit all those walls that were obvious from the start , mines wont refill until the next big bang AND
we have LOTS of un-provable wild theories in wonderland ... thanks , everything is as predicted then , our projector still seems to be the best one ...
a waw ... you know, back when acid was trendy i once saw a guy have a conversation for 30 minutes with his hamburger and more than once stumbled over the same thing that wasnt there with more than one person ... i personally didnt much because this part where the kid was born living in the third person doesnt make for good tripping, its not a trip if you know youre tripping, only the first two or so, after that my brain seemed to be back in 3rd person, watching it, which means its missing the best part, SO
this guy seems to have a case of "too much acid while reading Tesla" ... and also very good with corporate buzzwording on stage, im sure theres a lot of tribal organic synergy in the vacuum, HOWEVER ...
unless someone tells me more about einstein e=mc² would more or less state the exact number of energy you would find contained in a vacuum , am i wrong ?
good to see, people still throw money as long as you can confuse them enough ... NOW THAT is where we always said we need to do the talking for us
i think im up to speed, news is only on the 1st of the month, i havent seen anything new since kennedy used a 4bit rugby player to kick a tin can to the moon and i wasnt even born yet

Ah, maybe the Vorlons ! ... hiding in the vacuum, they might be able to pull that off ... otherwise its going through thirdspace or else im missing something about e versus M as well as the definition of a vacuum ...


if its perpetuum mobile relying on creating motion (AGAIN WITH THE KINETIC ENERGY?) you will need to spend energy to create a new vacuum and Thermo Bob will be your uncle


but at least i know all that money goes to somewhere useful since i aint getting NONE ... it only was a few 100 euros ...

AND THE MILITARY BUDGET FOR A YEAR IS ENOUGH TO PROVIDE THE WHOLE COUNTRY WITH A MINIMUM ...

and this guy talks about perpetuum mobile drawing ENERGY from a VACUUM and gets MILLIONS ??????????????????

i need to take a quick course in mass murder, hold my calls miss moneypenny

1316

ate, drank, will now lie down for 30 minutes so i can make the rest of the day

all this not enough energy ?

you spend enough on the military in a shitcountry the size of my booger to pay the whole population a minimum for a whole year ? ON TOP OF THAT, that part is the money YOU LEND from the E.U. while you "go looking for" the same amount by cannibalizing said population which you could provide an absolute minimum with the exact same sum you just paid to defense ....

Barring that, the point of having a line of defence IN A RESOURCE WAR ? where you would need to have forces that can TAKE things, not defend empty holes with human waste, the only thing europe will be worth by then is its populations weight in kidneys and spare parts by then.

THEN , .. other than seeing the streetlights go on all summer at 5 am , wether its daylight at 3.15 or 4 ... we ask no questions ofcourse ... the datacenters to generate claude not code .. WE COULDNT MANAGE WITHOUT THAT or we would never have landed on the moon, thats clear, good thing we have datacenters ... you could turn them on when you need to calculate something ... and leave them off when not ... i assume re-opening the nuclear plants in belgium after going green forever means "blow off the dust on that panel there, son, and hit the red button"

and pray ...

WELL, other than that ...

there seems to be plenty of electricity to go around, if you would just put it in the right place and not in the void. FOR NOW

BUT, all that excess population ? i know you're opposed to CO² and its way better to dig holes in the planet and waste the ocean for lithium and have trump dig up cobalt and then fine countries that use child labour ... so i suppose youre not willing to burn the excess to fuel turbines (i havent seen anything propose something that doesnt work on kinetics ... even fusion, or this "energy from vacuum" guy (e² = 0*M ?)

So you could put your bipolar left-right this-that population in small rooms and from the friction that creates you get a lot of battery power im sure. You could put a giant persian rug in the sahara and have the worlds refugees walk rounds on it and collect the static or

you can take the smug clouds generated by CEO's and meeting-people and burn them , i bet it beats methane, not to mention all that hot air these fuckers generate from here to wallstreet selling stuff they'll have in 10 years ...

on the subject of hot air, if you put turbines at the second floor and up of government buildings, administrative or executive you're SURE to have a lot of storeable kinetics ... i think it would be best to reverse the order and have the 50th floor sit at the bottom, that way you maximize the air flow

THERE MUST BE HUNDREDS of other options here ...

before we go soylent green

ACI huh ...

i havent clauded anything yet, actually i was playing around with installing my c64 (the refurbished one, not the totally original un-altered one) to "do it like the 80s" (i got a meatloaf, I CAN GO ONLINE HAHAH, in theory i can use chatgpt on it but that requires a paid account and i see no use for it really)

so lets say a.i. will fall to all those walls they knew about from the start, and we have the resource collapse so by 2050 or beyond its not a matter of "will we be at this level" anymore, is it?

but i bet my c64 will still work ... as will my Atari STe, they've been recapped GOOD ...

Yea, well , you could give all those fuckers on disability who are home too obese or home while cleaning and ballading around a home trainer to generate their allowance based on the amount of joules, ITS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH

i personally wouldnt mind, sitting at €0 to get some € for joules while training a little ... you can take the fuckers who own social porsches and switch it for a tredmill so they can generate joules, if they tred enough they can still ease a social porsche to sit on that social house or

you know one thing we never understood ? what genius came up with the idea : "o youre a junkie, lets put you on disability you poor sod (well that parts true) SO YOU CAN SIT AT HOME WITH MONEY TO SPEND without going in treatment)

??

give them a home trainer too ...

also parliament

while sitting there tweeting, they can have these mini underdesk wheelies ...

all those wasted kinetics .... and youre complaining

wake me up when you have spacemines or its pointless anyway

I DONT WANT BACK TO THE MAINFRAME

i find myself more and more offline, everywhere i go , this ai thing is trying to intrude like Arnie in the tunnels in that movie and, i look up something i get ai telling me stuff from a forgotten realms wiki and i see about 15 sites as the first links that ALL have the exact same sentences and paragraphs with a various amount of ads between and somewhere below the original site that just has the data

and to think they took more soldiers than they took bin laden to lift kim dotcom for copyright ....

dont look at me, i have €0 since 8 months, i dont owe anybody anything

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20260726 0709 closing in on really 8 months, its been more than 30 years since i was without for this long ... and THAT ended with a lot MORE ... for a while ... i shoulda stuck to that, its not like this place gets much more chances than that, all these lies about "just work hard and in a few years you'll be back on"

WHAT EXACTLY ? WHAT DID YOU THINK I WAS DOING BEFORE THAT ? GET BACK ON WHAT ?

touching intro here ...
... right, got through, nothing exceptional , the norm lately, maybe ill start making demos in miejers too heheh

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20260728 1139 Something positive ? well, gimme something positive to say then ... Wake up first thing i check if the cat isnt eaten by the natives, they come in all shapes and colors, i REALLY dont discriminate between natives and natives ... 1979 had native cat molesters. I been explaining its "the place" for 40 years but no one ever listen to Zathrass

After three weeks of silence in the grove (it gets really claustrophobic after creeping dawn, its like i almost dont dare walk up to the gate (small) lest i see DE groendal and 50 triggers trigger.
After 3 weeks, someone must have either poured a bucket of slop voor te lachen next to the hedges or let out out a bucket of caught rats (its a poormans rat trap) voor te lachen perhaps ook. They were everywhere again. Some people dont understand you cant leave bird food out at night but they'll tell you how you can leave food outside ... but its not that, 3 weeks naught and now it was a ratstorm

maybe it was

"Wer emmen toch minder zweirfkatjes eeee de lesten tijd?"

"Joeet jong, kemmet gezien vannacht on die 50 rattn die op mijn ekken ont paradeeren woorn"

I checked the mail ... i forget a lot lately because it doesnt matter .. i saw an auto responder from social services after me asking on the 12th if maybe 8 months into "no income" in de middle of ziekekasland SOMETHING could be done for me, its not like my non-existing conditions get better because doctor Mengele tied me to the mast of a sinking ship and said "NOW YOU HAVE TO" but the ship just sank and i couldnt swim with my hands tied and that was it.

SO it said "im sorry this is an auto-responder, i can not answer you before the 13th" WHICH MEANS TO ME that the mail didnt end up in spam so that would be the lamest excuse. I had these government office types from the stateshop use the "but its a no reply" excuse dozens of times, NO ITS NOT ITS THE ADDRESS YOU GAVE ME, YOUR PERSONAL ONE ...

and so i replied this morning to that automail that "the 13th seems to have passed so i wanted to inquire if this address is still in use"

i mean i didnt expect anything or some answer like i got 30 years ago when i lost my roof even and ended on the street (and from there in many other places) "THEY need it more than you" (meaning "they need to pay for that social porsche on their social driveway of that house YOU COULDNT EVEN GET WHEN YOU WERE OUT OF THE JOB AND WERE LOSING YOUR APPARTMENT ... or they need it for their nine children because they figured out that in belgium you get money JUST FOR HAVING THEM, until theyre 18 and by then at least half of them is in jail anyway so its a win win

but i actually got NO reply

thats het gatste gat for ya

not zwet enough, and not enough single mom with nine kids who needs €2900 to drive to the mall ...

FUCK THIS SHITHOLE

dont act all surprised in 20 years okay ?

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lets see : life ? none i guess but the cats okay, never been better

cleaned a lot of house since the addamses got back, which is gud because stuff that had been gathering dust for 20+ years is now out of my perimeter ... if they want me on the attic i demand a biohazard suit first though

a l'aise ofcourse, at the speed of "i had 4 hours a day left before summer" it seems to be 3.5 now ... the old ladys gonna kill herself , sometimes its like one of the homies delivered her some spoi because she was complaining shes always tired after getting up at 5, slaving house till noon, then taking a walk from nievekeirken to the kringloopwinkel and coming back with a whole bag of books, then by 7 in the evening shes SO tired , HOW CAN THIS BE ?

i tried explaining she just passed her 30s these things get slower but its no use

its like trying to get somethign from the state if you were born here

otherwise ?

ive been so foggy that i haven coded much, ofcourse we havent clauded anything (also : HOW WOULD I I DONT HAVE MONEY FOR CREDITS HAH HAH)

been trying to get a krill loader thing working but in TRSE i dont really know whats happening and it seems to load garbled code (spirit of oldskool and "what the kid would have wanted)

since we're stuck in het gatste gat in the middle of neanderdal the only thing left in this condition is what the kid couldnt , right after discovering there was MORE than basic when that KCS cartridge arrived. Always wondered why they bought that thing only to say YOU CANT, ... DAT IS NIET WEIRKEN ... and take it away if my homework wasnt done ??

so, the things the kid liked to do

which turned out to be the things most of todays billionnaires have been doing if they're around my age

it never got to be

but i seen a lot of factories

and served a lot of tables, called a lot centers and ... basically did about everytyhing but gorilla pimping and armed robbery

from the construction site to the government towers and ... after hours

it seems to have gotten me

"stuck"

HERE

for life

i should have gone for Don from the age of 12 instead

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yea the funniest one is still "the military budget (yearly) is enough to provide everyone in the country with an absolute minimum" , so they get that every year now, and they do with it

i have no idea, they sure paraded a lot on the 21st

after 8 months of no income in ziekekasland and kindergeltland it was somewhat less interesting to watch

and ho

"did you code that ?"

no

"did you CLAUDE that?"

GODS NO, too much work, i asked jippedee to do the thinking, only cost me 2x$300 to do nothing

but i sure bragged about it