We don't see it as failure. You managed to get in the summer camp, which was an achievement in itself and as you said, a tough task. Other circumstances such as a work/business trip for you and for us, Uni deadlines came up...yes we didn't make it into Cohort 2 too. Also, maybe our applications for Sndbox Cohort 2 didn't match their expectation (and/or) there were better candidates as it is only a select few. Your vlog is a clear way of getting your emotions out and talking about your next steps. Hosting your own blog/website is a good step forward. Just reassess your path once you're back in Manila. We hope you stay with Project Giving as it's just starting, but we understand if you want to take time off Steemit. Wishing you all the best in whatever decision you go for!