Dear friend, I understand that you feel with your arms tied, with so many things to do and how many people to help if you came back to your camerun, the opposite happens to me, but I have the same feeling. My country is going through a crisis so crude that we no longer have any hope for our future and that of our children, we all have plans to leave this country. Many of those who have left help their families who stay here. So I understand what you want and want.