I can jump out of a window but that would not kill me. If I jump in front of a train I feel sorry for those who have to see it and clean up the mess plus it would not make any difference.
I go to a place where I can be with me. Find rest and peace and have freedom. I paid a very high price for that and will not give up on it.
There is also not much to lose if you live with the Death daily. I thing The Death is the safest person I know.
Thank you for reading and your kind comment.
If you ever fear ask yourself what the worst thing is that can happen to you. With me it was: being like my parents and been beaten to death. The last thing... it might sound horrible but I have been so close to that daily, for so many years. It does not scare you any longer. The first fear kept me alert.
My strong will is the only thing I have and that and creativity keeps me going on.
I can jump out of a window but that would not kill me. If I jump in front of a train I feel sorry for those who have to see it and clean up the mess plus it would not make any difference.
I go to a place where I can be with me. Find rest and peace and have freedom. I paid a very high price for that and will not give up on it.
There is also not much to lose if you live with the Death daily. I thing The Death is the safest person I know.
Thank you for reading and your kind comment.
If you ever fear ask yourself what the worst thing is that can happen to you. With me it was: being like my parents and been beaten to death. The last thing... it might sound horrible but I have been so close to that daily, for so many years. It does not scare you any longer. The first fear kept me alert.
My strong will is the only thing I have and that and creativity keeps me going on.
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